Donald Sterling, the NBA, the Clippers, and Me

With tip-off last weekend signifying the real start of the NBA season my natural tendencies of the watching television started coming to the forefront. I have kind of been tuned out of TV as I have been writing and reading these past couple of months in a way that took me back to before my children were born.

Still, I fell off that wagon. I was watching games during the week, not writing, not reading, not doing much but being a couch potato. Then the “brilliant” Donald Sterling made his comments that were shared on TMZ.

I am not surprised by the comments as I feel those comments are shared by a majority of millionaires and billionaires which is why the world is in the condition it is in with ideas of population control, eugenics, miseducation, neocolonialism, and more still pillaging the lands of people of color.

It is the same 1% that also contribute to the for profit prison system. The funny thing about this is that it just got out to the public which means that for whatever reason he has angered some of his friends who have decided to throw him under the bus. Somebody at Warner Brothers Entertainment does not like him as all these guys move in the same circle.

So I am thankful for the remarks because it was a slap to the face to wake up and stop giving these clowns my attention and make sure that I am spending my precious time creating. It is not a slight to the basketball players or coaches who are just doing their jobs. Although they do have a voice until I am out there putting myself on the line every day defending our people in a public setting where I face their same level of critique I cannot be mad at them for doing what they feel is best. I think we look to people to do things for us. But we are still going to the games, watching them on television; not even doing basic things to make a difference. But now that this rant is out of my system. Back to editing Circle 7 which should be coming soon. I am not going to put a date out anymore but know it will be a classic and worth the wait. Thank you for reading the thoughts of a normal lunatic.

Revelations of Self

Before I get started my blog which is way overdue let me apologize for the delay in getting Circle 7 out. I am editing the project to make sure that I get you all a quality product. Shameless plug, yes I know.

It has been interesting since I my last post. I had a turning point in my life. It was the beginning of “Black” History month and since I did not have the opportunity to have programs for young minds like I previous years I took my education to social media. There was one post where I was going to hashtag Black power, black love, and black pride where I knew that would make people feel uncomfortable. I actually paused and took a step back afraid of damaging relationships with people who may be offended.

In a moment of clarity I realized that I do not care about the opinions of a person who would care that I support my people because I would never want an individual like that in my circle and when my book drops those feelings would increase tenfold. So it is better to see where people stand now than when minds are awakening because of the journey their souls are traveling through when engaged in the pages of my books.

I just find it funny that I showed hesitance in those hashtags where I have done events that if find about could have got me fired based on the pure and true educational content. It is a struggle that I have where I battle with post traumatic slave syndrome and results of living in white supremacist society. Some choose to ignore it but I identify myself within it and reflect in challenges when attempting to destroy the system. It is through engaging minds that I hope to overturn the system through having complete control of the arts. Circle 7 is the first step then Hungry Man soon to follow. I don’t want the children of tomorrow or my own children to have the same reservations that I had. I want them to be leaders and trailblazers that change the society and the world over so that people of color will have their place globally redeemed.

I am truly excited to have made connections on social media as I am more interested in my book changing your life than making a profit. So wish me the best in trying to have to get this thing out to the people. And make sure you check out #circle7video on Instagram they have cool clips of teachers that have been a huge part of my development. Also if you read this before the 15^th of April make sure you do something spiritual for the full moon it is supposed to be epic. Love and Light.

Finally Focused

It is funny my whole life I have never focused on money. I think arrogantly it had to do with the fact I knew I came from royalty in a past life. Everything here has been so easy to acquire such as degrees, study skills, A’s on papers. There was no real work that was required and being so I was programmed to think that the real world would operate that way. I always expected to be rich, there was never a doubt actually. In this delusion of grandeur I have made horrible personal decisions that I am still trying to dig myself out of. Due to the fact that there was never any real work to be done, I had this misconception about how easy life can be where I could just manifest what I wanted to the physical. Although this is actually true especially for ancient ones or their descendants there has to be real work to back that full faith in credit of the universe. For me that was lacking there was not physical, mental, or spiritual exercise that I was perusing to push myself to another level. I was just resting on my laurels.

Now there has been a change I just finished my first classic which is Circle Seven and am working on research to my next book. I now know that the grind is inevitable and necessary. But I wonder how do you maximize your effectiveness under constraints of family and work? Time seems so fleeting and there is not enough of it. I give most of my day to a 9-5 in order to attempt to provide food, clothing, and shelter to my family. But there is more than just punching in and out.  I and we all have innate talents that can be transformed into profit to turn our individual situations around. Still, these talents need support from the collective. It took me over thirty years to find my talent in order to get the riches that I deserve but there is a steady mental wealth that I have achieved knowing that it is always going to be ok. I hope that all of you who read this find that talent within yourself, believe in it and commit to the grind necessary in order to manifest it to the physical. I will see you at the top!  

WHERE NOT IN KANSAS ANYMORE

Well I am writing blogs again. Took a little break as I was writing my book (Circle Seven drops 3/27 in ebook format only)…Sorry for the shameless plug.

Anyways I live in Phoenix, AZ a dramatic turn from Chocolate City. I thought the change of scenery would be refreshing and it has been. Beautiful landscape that I know belonged to me in a time long ago. But there is just that elephant in the room. RACISM. I cannot escape it. It’s at work, it’s at the grocery stores, it’s at conferences, it’s everywhere.

I have only seen racism in movies and always thought that would never be me. I would deck anybody that called me a nigger. But what happens when someone calls you a nigger without actually calling you one. I am learning how to deal with that every day.

Today’s lesson came at a meeting I was in at Arizona State University. I was at a table full of alumni in the construction industry and they were discussing a recent incident on MLK Day that occurred there that has had social media buzzing. I was subjected to comments like “that’s how they dress, well the watermelon cup was maybe too much.”

I have been bothered all day by the fact that I didn’t kill them. I mean I don’t think I would have been able to change their perspective and don’t really care to. I want to hurt them, I visualize them crashing into a tree but know there are other ways to hurt these types and that is economically. Since Arizona is like the 50s. I need a pre-integration mind set where the minorities depend on each other and pool our resources together. Unfortunately being black is looked at like having the plague here so it will take some effort to find committed individuals but at least I have an idea of the direction I want to move toward. Not sure how to get there and am open to suggestions.

I am planning on blogging once a week so I will keep you updated on my progress. I was looking up black groups here and it was depressing to say the least. And to those who say start your own, I am definitely planning on trying. But just know the once a year blogs are no more. After you write a book blogging is a breeze.

As always please feel free to leave comments.

 

Don’t forget Circle Seven drops the day the Pope and the President first meet 3/27. The significance will make sense when you read the book.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH BEING BLACK??

I know it has been a while since I have written but I needed to make sure substance accompanied our next interaction and not just a need for me to rant. Since the last year I wrote a lot has changed but the conditions of our continued bondage in this system remains constant. Religion is not the only tool used to condition our relegation to be victimized. There is no conspiracy to keep us down just our inaction and/or reaction to events that are used to traumatize us into accepting that we have no control when that is furthest from the truth. So to the Christians waiting for Jesus, I say to you please hold your breath and get the hell out of the way. We have to take control of our future by strategically planning our re-ascendance back to world players.  

I am an unapologetic “Black Nationalist”, I do not hate others just love my people who I see conditioned to hate themselves each day through the media, educational institutions, government policies, etc. The world will never be right until the aboriginal and indigenous people of the planet get their minds right and stop ALLOWING themselves to be manipulated. It seems for the past 700+ years we have continuously fallen from our natural state as world shapers who brought Europe out of the dark ages, had learning centers all over the African continent, and much more. Now we are happy being a rapper, actor, entertainer, athlete, or a traditional worker. Each of these professions is respectable but the ones that use their position to help shape minds of those they touch are few and far between. I myself am in education but use my position to challenge the minds of the young students I encounter whether through film, speakers, or an Anthony Browder Egypt on the Potomac tour.

The elitists in the country have been planning the extermination of people of color for the past 700+ years where we are only looking to survive but fighting back has to be a part of the equation as well. We need to shape our mind, body, and spirit to come up with proper strategies in order to ensure our survival in the coming times. I refuse to have my children subjected to this system, so I am working to help shape minds for a better tomorrow. Cliché I know but true nevertheless, my legacy is my children so my wife tells me so I must do what I can do best which is to express my thoughts to the masses in hopes there is a domino effect. Here is hoping that after you read this you allow others to fall in place as I hope you have.

So Appauled

Polemics have been written since the inception of Christianity’s so-called birth.   But something was missing, something universal and cosmic in scope.  Religion is a tool for the strong to control the weak, plain and simple.  I have for over a decade wrestled with the intellectual deliverance of mankind.  Who is it of me to tell you what to believe?  Do we each not have our own path of ascension to a realm which we each have a name for?  My friend I have labored over this question and have come to this conclusion, if it is not me who will it be?  I cannot wait for someone to enrich you with this perspective.  It is up to me, I have been given this information to pass on and this task I shall complete.  So with out further ado let us begin this journey which truly has cosmic implications.

God is you therefore you are God.  This is a basic truth seen throughout history yet it easily goes over the heads of many.  If God, Goddess, the Creator, Allah, Jehovah, the Elohim, Neteru whatever you call what is beyond time and space created what we currently exist in and occupy then are not we composed of that same isness so to speak?  We are just fallen aspects of that thought that now exist in matter instead of ether.  But we do not see it that way we see the cosmic mind as something completely outside ourselves which we have no attachment to other than to ask for help and forgiveness.  But what kind of connection is that really, is not there something more intimate.  We are our Earth parents aren’t we?  Our parents are us and we are our children, the same is said for our cosmic conception.  “Let us make man in our image”  and so it was and still we have forgotten. 

There is something sinister about that which looks to keep you from who you truly are which is eternal.  If you are no longer completely invested in the physical your fear of death resides itself to the shadows of nevermore and your immortality reigns supreme.  But all you do is fear what is outside yourself, this is why you ask for forgiveness and repent.  Why not forgive yourself for your transgression and others for theirs?  We must take our Godhood in our hands and move forward into the 21^st century where we create rather than destroy.  But you do not want to hear that you want to know how to make a quick dollar, get a nice house, nice car, and profitable job.  You need to consider how to improve your soul, your Godly soul which will return to its source sooner or later.  We are in this upside down kingdom where we have no power whatsoever.  We even give the little power we have here to others.

Elected officials are joke.  They do not care about any of us.  They only appear to do so.  Why do people go homeless, children starve, and so many other atrocities continue to repeat themselves?  Because we allow them, there is no accountability in ourselves and our elected officials.  We give them power and many turn a blind eye to what they do while they have that power in hand and accept their lies telling us we cannot know what they are doing.  Who are these people to tell me anything?  I do not accept their de facto leadership given to them by the asleep masses who have no idea the power they are conceding.  Another example of the people giving their power away and getting nothing in return, what a joke.  Politicians are just put in a position to be seen then chosen by the sheep, hand picked by the global elite to continue whatever crazy scheme they concoct.  How do Gods give their powers away to people who do not do anything positive with it?

If we were to realize our true potential as spiritual beings having a physical experience then what is the need for religion and politics.  These have to been the most worthless inventions ever made.  If we were all spiritually adept then the governance structure that would be created would make more sense then the current system that we have in place.  But here we have a dumbed down mass of people being led by the global elite who only have power and financial gain in their sights.  Most have no clue of who their voting for.  Where is the legislation to correct the social ills that are seen throughout the world?  How do certain people recover from crippling disease and others left to die?  How does curing ills and disease become a business?  The elite need to be held accountable for their action.  But you look outside yourself for them to pay.  Not understanding that recognizing the God in yourselves creates a dominoe effect.  This secret must be kept away from you; if you knew who you were the idea that “Jesus will handle the problems of the world” would be laughed at.  Have you ever looked into who Jesus was?

I am not even convinced that he ever existed.  The story of Jesus is such a Chinatown knock off of ancient texts from various sources.  There are no accounts from his contemporaries that he was around.  This to me sounds like another attempt to take your powers from you.  Who are you, what are you capable of?  It seems like all THEY try to do is rob you of your Godhood.  This is something worth investigating.  Mankind needs to consider looking inside themselves rather than to continue to look into these mythological stories for comfort.  Jesus only provides a cushion for yourself in the hard life.  Now I was under the illusion that most people need religion because of their inability to embrace spirituality.  I apologize for selling you short.  An effort needs to be placed in finding a calm and silence in the mind which is like a catapult for your higher self to take off and reconnect with the source in the cosmos.  In this place there is nothing greater than yourself because you become one with everything.  This veil needs to be lifted from the eyes of the people regardless of race, gender, socio-economic status, and whatever else differentiates us from each other.  Boundaries between us do not exist because we are one in the same.   Still, you are told something completely different.   

Share your feelings and thoughts.  I do not know everything, I am always a student ready to learn something new.